i'm not your average girl. i don't look like every other girl on here.
i don't act like one. i can guarantee you i'm a hell of a lot more complex than the majority of them. i used to cut myself when i was younger. y'know, to get the pain i was feeling inside to show on the outside. some pathetic shit like that. i'm pretty much over that, but i still am not quite a happy-go-lucky person. i take antidepressants.
i'm extremely insecure and lonely. so i'd like to find a guy willing to take that kind of challenge on.
if i found someone who actually really was interested in learning about me, who showed an interest in my thoughts and feelings, i think i might fall over. of course i would do the same.
i just feel like i'll never find anyone who could put up with me. prove me wrong.
Thursday, August 6, 2009